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| wow.. me no update long time.... bah-hahahaha...... srrry?... so quick update on my life... school is fine. love the nursing program, hate anatomy... i get to start clinicals on thursday next week 
I am in tap/irish dance.. love it!!! but is taking some re-getting used to...
my hair is shorter again, and more natural in color ha
don't thnk there is really anything else new.... hmmm.... ttyl | | |
| it's been a couple weeks since graduation, and as usually things just keep on moving along. since i've graduated, i've moved home, took a road trip to deliver our food wagon to Lincoln IL, tried to unpack everything, stood up for my best friend in her wedding in mid wi, and have and still am job searching. a lot of running around, and not too much to show for it either haha... but things have been going well.
I'm getting things set to start the nursing program in the fall. only a couple minor things to get done, and figure out how to pay for it ha. we are starting to get the loose ends wrapped up for kato's graduation party on saturday and graduation on sunday. dad will be up friday (tomorrow ) so things are moving. other than that, i'm just here, wondering what the next few months, weeks, and days will bring. but that is my life at the moment in a nut shell | | |
| i had a great day of sleeping in, getting my hair done, tanning, and hanging out with friends... it was such a chill day/night, i loved it... the rest of the week shall be primarily filled with finishing my last paper, packing, and sadly enough saying my good-bye/c-ya laters.
Mom and Kato come down thrs night, I hope to have most of my writing done by then, but if you know me! it more than likely won't. I'll continue to pack, and friday I get to walk across a stage to receive an empty peice of paper and be proud! haha.... the diploma will come in after grades are submitted, but i'm not too worried ha.
It is so weird that 4 yrs have gone by and I will be graduating from a school I have loved (for the most part- there are always quarks, no matter where you are ha) and leaving a place I only pray I will live near again. I will take heart and give my gigantic hugs to my friends and family here as I say my good-byes. I do not know if i'll ever get to see some of them again, but I know I will come back to visit those that stay! It is just still not real. The world keeps spinning and life keeps moving on. so, saturday i pack everything in my car and go to spend the night at dad's, then sunday at my friends, and monday I take my very last final over at normandale, and head home! so.... I'll be seeing you soon U.P.! Until then, hang loose and don't worry, I'll make it safe
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| so... I think back to what life was like just a few years ago and wonder what happened with friendships, potential relationships, etc. I sometimes wonder what happened to some of the passions and longings I had. I wonder. . .
I look back and see a lot of change. I see a life that has kept going and going. People move in different directions. Some people are fortunate enough to have friends move in the same direction or in the same places.
I look at how it always seems that I become comfortable or glad at the place I am right before it is all stripped back down and I have to build it back up once more. I'm sick of feeling this way. Why does life have to be this way? Things change too often... I look back and see some dreams that have become realities. I see things I wish didn't happen. I look back and long for relationships and friendships I once had. I see heartache that I wish I could erase in me and others. I see places that if I would have taken the other road, some of my other hopes and/or dreams would have happened and wonder if I regret not taking that other path.
I come to the reality that I have also changed. No matter how much I wish things can/could stay.. they cannot. You can try and force yourself to stop, but the reality is that life will never stop. I wonder what other changes are to come. How will I change with the next hurdle or field of lillies? Will i look back once more and ask myself why? Will I ever long for those certain things in the past? proabably....It is just a matter of how I will deal with it, I guess.
So, may life keep coming. Nothing is going to stop it. I just must be ready to take it on and make the best out of whatever comes my way.
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